save some for me summer?

Say that you'll stay a little
don't say bye-bye tonight
say you'll be mine
just a little bit of love
is worth a moment of your time.
knockin' on your door just a little
it's so cold outside tonight
let's get a fire burning
oh I know I'll keep it burning bright
if your stay, wont you save, save

Save room for my love
Save room for a moment to be with me
Save room for my love
Save a little, save a little for me
Won't you save a little
Save a little for me

This just might hurt a little
love hurts sometimes when you do it right
dont be afraid of a little bit of pain
pleasure is on the other side.
Let down your guard just a little
i'll keep you safe in these arms of mine
hold on to me pretty baby
you will see I can be all you need if you stay
won't you save, save

Oh c'mon, make time to live a little
don't let this moment slip by tonight
you'll never know what you're missing
'till you try, ill keep you satisfied if you stay
won't you save, save

mind over matter.

last few weeks have been especially tiring for some reason, and i've lost the motivation to keep myself updated on this online journal.

anyhow, i was thinking that day about a lot of shit that's happened recently and before i knew it, i caught myself thinking somewhere along the lines of "why me.". it's been a long time since i've felt this insecure about my standing in society, and despite everything, i really see no reason to start doubting myself again.

so here, if no where else, i am assuring myself again. i will not be intimidated by what people say, do or think, i will not be affected. i will not change myself unwillingly for something that i might not want in the first place. i will be who i am because that's the only person i'm supposed to be.

maybe this time.

reds.

see this investment of my my emotions and time,
it's bleeding for you to.
where's the fun without the gamble?

either everyone's dead, or i am. :(

mid shift madness.

in cases of extreme pressure, how well can you keep yourself glued together at the seams?