nabeh.

to be honest, i realized there's really nothing much in my life going on anymore. seeing that i'm always sleeping if i'm not working. considering that, there's really othing much to blog about is there?

BUT.

i have an awful lot to complain about.

why bother appointing someone who's less capable that i am, to be my superior?
why do chinese people talk so fucking LOUD?
why do chinese (national) sluts do precisely what they know you hate?
why do chinese (national) people act as if they're BEGGING you to hate them?
why are boyfriends so fucking oblivious all the time?
why is it that everytime i don't want people to love me, everyone does?
why is it that everytime i want people to care, no one gives a shit?
why is it that no one gives a fuck about what i say?

sigh.

as skid one said,

"enough emoing.

time to get back into the

kanina chao cheebye

mood."

peekturez.

moi.

bestest.

kissy face.


I RAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWK.

SENTOSA DAY.

QWEEN.

pornstarz.

under-the-tree-hugging-hippies.

bollywood or.

:]

ANCIENT.

yumiko and i. ages ago.

HALLOWEEN.

joy.

the sexiest woman alive.

GOD-KNOWS-WHEN.

boy.

boyyyyyyyyyyy.

i went to a sex shop today. and i have a new toy. :D

revamp.

it's the day you've all been waiting for. sarah is BACK, with a vengence. i bet you've all missed me sorely. don't bother denying, i know you did.

last two months have been living hell as well as heavenly bliss at the same fucking time. i'll sum it up for those whom i know are too fucking LAZY to read about the tragedies of my life in a short sentence:

RA IS GIVING UP DICK.

crude, but it does the job, does it not?

so here, is where the warning signs are flashing and where the bells begin to ring, but am i ready for this commitment to monogamy at this present time?

apparently so. i've never been happier. it's enough for me, enough for bestie, enough for everyone who loves me. YAY.

everyone else can fuck off, because

WHO NEEDS YOU.

anyways, i digress. this topic bores me.

today was the first off day i had with boyfriend in two fuckingweeks and we enjoyed it thoroughly. at SENTOSA.

ahh the island resort we all so fondly know and embrace. started at k8, and ended at del' moar with sand in our hair and sweat in my bra. boy's bestie and girlfriend came along and it was all very merry-making like.

I LOVE MY OFF DAYS.

and god how i missed sentosa days. POUT.

REGARDLESS, i realized that it's oh so much more enjoyable now because

a) i have my own money to spend
b) i'm spending it with someone who really really matters
c) i don't get to enjoy days like that often anymore

sigh.

at very least, till the next time i do, i'll have this to remenisce about.