recently has been up to more than i can handle. lost someone dear, gained a new enemy, fell out of love, fell head over heels, got transferred to another outlet at work, quit my job, etc.
of course, none of it is ever all good or all bad, but probably the most painful lesson i've learnt is never to expect anything from anyone, really.
boyfriend is a darling and i feel i don't deserve him sometimes, but i know he loves me and that's more than enough for a little girl like me. haa, the irony.
all this time a-wasted chasing after something permanent with a child, while what i really need is a MAN.
HAA.
ohh rara papaya you are insane.
ohh rara papaya you are insane.
but as boy would say, it's endearing (sometimes).
anyways, the last few weeks have been about finding myself and what i really want i think most will be glad to know how much i've thought things though and got everything sorted out. am now happier than i've been in the last few months and am truly glad to have gotten rid of the heaviest burden in the world.
i miss how nicely words fall beside each other. i've forgotten how good it feels to put my thoughts on a page.
this was nice, thanks.
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