Friday, February 5, 2010

speed does not equal precision.

people. always wanting more. more time, more money, more energy, more youth, more space.

relationships. whatever happened to unconditional loving, i'd like to know. you complain a person neglects you, so you want out of a marriage. when the man starts trying, you find the sudden change too disturbing. when you get used to it, you say he's fucked up for waiting this long to love you. you hate him now, and he hates you for not appreciating anything he does for you presently. then again, how could you? he took five years away from you, and when you needed him most, he was nowhere close.

what about jobs? how your pay is never justified, how your time is wasted. she says she doesn't love you anymore, and you convieniently use your heartache to break away from that monotonous job you already hate. do you not understand that this is not going to win her back?

dispassionate,
dissatisfied,
disgruntled.

why? why no one sees the little beautiful things in life, fail to notice just how much they really do have, is beyond me.

i choose to be the bystander of all this drama while all the rest of you have chosen to be participants of this "i own your ass in -" rat race. exactly what everyone's trying to best each other at, or prove to the world, i have no interest in knowing.

because if it's so hard to find your way,
why don't you just
GET LOST?