pull your little arrows out.

according, to AARON TAN, one of the youtube "sensations" to grace our beloved international video sharing platform, i am very very pretty. not that i disagree, mind you, but the stroking of the my picture on his screen is tres disturbing. needless to say, the boyfr is not amused, feels rather disgusted, and is making death threats under his breath over the phone. (all in jest of course, fret not!)

assuming you want to know what all the hooplah is about, you are, of course, provided the option of fast-forwarding to the 9th minute if you, like me, cannot stand his nonsensical rantings in no particular language at all. (ask on the tagboard should you require translations.) i have to add that this is purely coincidental and was through no fault of mine. i do not know this guy at all, and quite frankly, have no intention of ever having the pleasure of declining his extension of friendship. hopefully the boy leaves me well alone.

at this juncture i have no idea whether to feel greatly flattered or just plain mortified. like the sister suggests though, shall just "take a ride on the fame train". wonder how long THIS will last then.

stay tuned for updates, as always. should the lord be kind, perhaps you folks will have the privilege of viewing my virgin video post!

and all that jazz.

what's wrong with me mama?

god hasn't said yet baby.

strange how people tell you to look for beauty in the cruelest of places. but i suppose if grass can grow through concrete..

like how something as intangible as music, god, or love can be felt in the lightest touch, or lowest whisper. its not really fair, is it. if you come to think about it, how someone's defences that take years to build can come crashing down because a pair of beautiful brown eyes look your way.. and how your life can shatter in an instant because the same eyes that bewitched you turn cold.

but.

sometimes change, however unexpected or how unwelcome it is at that particular point, might in fact, turn out to be for the better.

moral of the story? take a chance. besides, what's life if you're not living it?