dare you to move.

sweet. so im no longer with the eighth note, and am now working with others who like me are mostly ex-employees of ps cafe. lol. hummerstons!

ohh, and another change, i've moved back in with my parents. so far so good.

however, i am currently missing my boyfriend something terrible. all i have is cookie (a sweet stuffed toy from one of ran's trips.) to comfort me of a new bed instead of the one i'm so used to sharing.

sighhhhhhhh.

you're the best thing that i've had,

the best thing i've ever, ever had.

don't leave me high, don't leave me dry.

maybe, tomorrow.

"Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects,
always trusts,
always hopes,
always preserves."

once again, god, you have let me down.

whenever am i going to realize that life isn't a fairytale, i don't know. what with all the destructiveness around me, i'm surprised that i haven't wised up yet. whatever happened to my supposedly high intellect, i'd like to know. (mummy, don't tell me you lied to me too.)

i personally think, of all times i've needed a friend to bleed my minuscule problems to (yes i am aware of dying people, animals, and agriculture.), today tops the list.

this is not insecurity.

is everyone only special on their birthday? (aj shaddup.)

seriously though.

the title of this post is true, really. it's just a random thought i suddenly just had.

btw thanks sheri, cho, qi tai for the crazy shots, and everyone in general for the laughter. you guys are the ones that really matter.

<3