alright, alright, slow down.

so i was wondering how people can be so blind to each others' faults. how A can trust another being with his darkest secrets, fully aware of B's inability to keep his mouth shut. how C can take A's word for it, whatever the subject matter, knowing that A's dishonest as hell and couldn't tell the truth if it was pointing a gun at A. how B can take C seriously, knowing that C isn't.. well, a serious person.

i had a revelation, folks. that people are all the fucking same.

we're analog players in a digital world.

we've all been programmed. while to know, think, reason, and react, are all well within our grasp, to actually do what we should is, at times completely out of the question. how do you beat a system you were born to?

and THAT, my friends, is the fault the mighty power, emotions.

why the rant?

i'm just saying, people should really start taking me more seriously. i laugh and joke when i have to, because i have to. it is essential when it comes to my survival in certain circumstances, in this instance, work. i may be careless and overlook certain things, i may be forgetful.

but i am,
CERTAINLY. NOT. STUPID.

we should start our own, from the first block.

it's been a long time since i've last blogged, and this is the last of my four off-days and MCs i'll be having for this week. why the delay?

the lack of motherfucking inspiration.

but tonight, i watched a movie. one of many in the last few days i might add (there's really not much to do when you're being confined at home due to a throat infection and you can hardly communicate anyway.).

joy luck club. watched it once when i was just a kid. had to do a twice over because the movie was so goddamned profound i didn't know what the hell they were talking about half the time. in CHINESE no less.

in short, it's a story of four families, two generations each and their defining moments in these women's lives that made them what they were. incredible story i tell you.

one man stands up for his wife in the movie to his mother who's being a bloody racist and says,

"i'm sorry mom, but you just made a fucking asshole of yourself in front of the woman i love."

nuff said. go watch.