(please, don't forget.)

why,
why can't we just remember who we are
forget what we are
and lose control

because in this craziness
we've lost everything
including ourselves.

up till 19 months ago, i never knew what it was like to be loved like that.

emo this sounds, but it's really a story of a blessing. one of the few i've had in life.

if i begged for you to stay,
would you let me bleed myself dry
and turn away?