back to the basics.

so it's back to bartending for me, only now at palais. don't ask why, don't get me started.

but i do have to say just this. i've never felt more dispassionate about people in general before. i guess humans by nature all have the tendency to feel misunderstood.

we'll see how it goes from here.

(please, don't forget.)

why,
why can't we just remember who we are
forget what we are
and lose control

because in this craziness
we've lost everything
including ourselves.

up till 19 months ago, i never knew what it was like to be loved like that.

emo this sounds, but it's really a story of a blessing. one of the few i've had in life.

if i begged for you to stay,
would you let me bleed myself dry
and turn away?

workin' at the carwash, yeah.

WHAT AM I STILL DOING
HERE.

dearest Ms',

i strongly believe that everyone has kept their trap shut long enough and now is finally the time to break the silence.

your staff is getting very unruly. not in terms of appearance, or in terms of service, but more to the face that a whole bunch of people simply cannot get along.

my suggestion?

FIRE ALL THE FUCKING PINOYS.

thank you for your kind attention.

yours sincerely,
ra.