don't cry for me.

it's been awhile, to say the least, but it's not that i have no intrest, but simply put, no time.

it's been hectic as hell for me, and i'm sure, for a billion other people and i've been nomadic as ever. however, i'm finally going back to where i came from.

yes folks, i'm moving back to bedok, and probably in febuary, hougang will be my new home. confusing as it is, i'll try to keep it simple. reuniting with a family you've somehow strayed from is never that easy.

fearful as i am of the oncoming future, i will persevere and hopefully come out stronger.

& everything you do.

i think i've gotten to a point in my life where i only make sense to some people, and the rest of them simply don't take me seriously. i miss my life and the confidence i had to live it.

in the past two years i've found so many things and people to learn from, and the experience i've gained had long surpassed what i'd initially expected. apart from the independence, i've found that i'm not more tactful, more sensitive. in short, i suppose i've learnt to simply be kind to people.

i guess it's just not in my nature to go out of my way to be nice, and i've never thought that people may hold it against me for that. but yesterday, i realised that everything that i thought is essentially wrong and i've hurt the people that i've selfishly taken for granted.

despite everything that i thought i've grown into, to find that my past still haunts not just me but the ones i love kills me. i could tell you that my accomplishments to date are enough to make me feel better about such depressing going-ons, but i'd be lying through my bloody teeth.

i'm worried.

i'm scared and i'm worried.

this is not something that i can get used to.

save some for me summer?

Say that you'll stay a little
don't say bye-bye tonight
say you'll be mine
just a little bit of love
is worth a moment of your time.
knockin' on your door just a little
it's so cold outside tonight
let's get a fire burning
oh I know I'll keep it burning bright
if your stay, wont you save, save

Save room for my love
Save room for a moment to be with me
Save room for my love
Save a little, save a little for me
Won't you save a little
Save a little for me

This just might hurt a little
love hurts sometimes when you do it right
dont be afraid of a little bit of pain
pleasure is on the other side.
Let down your guard just a little
i'll keep you safe in these arms of mine
hold on to me pretty baby
you will see I can be all you need if you stay
won't you save, save

Oh c'mon, make time to live a little
don't let this moment slip by tonight
you'll never know what you're missing
'till you try, ill keep you satisfied if you stay
won't you save, save