yesterday, once more?

it never hurt more than this.

stability or the whirlwind?

or perhaps, the straight and narrow, with detours along the way.

decisions, decisions.

anyways, yesterday night was a tornado of events. saw scandal and fel when i least expected it, and they left halfway to go play poker with justin. HATE YOU.

got around and met a few interesting people. pao-ed mervyn (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.). bestest and rosanne finally came. got an awesome present and an awesome birthday card. went in, pao-ed mervyn again. met a few more strangers. went to macs. ate disgusting fries and a sausage mcmuffin with egg. went home to sweet sweet girlfr.

i missed her.

sometimes, fear is too crucial to miss. fear that you'll make a mistake. fear that you'll make a mistake along your mistake. fear that you may lose that special someone.

takes some people some goddamn bumpy lessons to learn sometimes.