like another dramatic actor, starving for work.

it's times like these i just know we'll miss when they're gone.

last night saw myself suffering a roller coaster of emotions. it honestly felt like i had a whirlpool in the pit of my stomach (NOT the i-need-to-shit kind.).

it's crazy how i miss girlfriend, and i think it'll just get worse as days go by. at least i know we'll spend every off day together in the best of ways, but till then,

i'll be missing you,
and i'll keep falling faster.

on to other things, i really do detest people that selfishly waste MY precious time. i like a majority of things done fast, and waiting for anything more than 10 minutes (apart from orgasms.) is really not in my list of to-do's.

for everyone's information, an average being spends about 45 - 62 minutes a day waiting. that's 274 - 377 hours a friggin year. the average of that would be 326 hours a year, or thereabouts.

THREE
HUNDRED
AND
TWENTY
SIX HOURS
A YEAR

JUST
WAITING.

okayy. whatever if you want to wait. but i, the great ra, have BETTER THINGS TO DO WITH MY TIME.

excuse me if waiting for wallpaper to peel, for flowers to bloom, for juveniles to mature, for money to fall from the sky, is not exactly my favourite past time. do whatever the fuck you want and wait your life away, but please spare a thought for the higher beings.

people like ME.