what's new, really. when you think you've finally settled down, another whirlwind comes and leave you to pick up the pieces again. cest' la vie they say, the show must go on and all that crap. you know what, for once in my life, i'd like to fucking wallow.
ha. lean on someone. the novelty of it all was so refreshing. the fact that someone was WILLING to let me lean on them for a change. should have seen it coming. again, as they say: if it's too good to be true, it probably is.
as to what i think about this whole shebang, you should already know, unless you didn't bother getting to know me at all. and fyi, one of the reasons i hated you talking about your exes so much is because i knew for a fact that i was just going to be another statistic. number 39 as it were. you've never given a thought for anyone but yourself and just so you know, it hurts. a little respect for someone else really wouldn't kill you, i promise.
continuing my journey to chips tonight was a mistake, so what if i were already on the way. proving to myself that restraint was possible ended up in total disaster anyway so i'm not going to try anymore, swear it.
really what possessed me to think that you were better than this i cannot imagine. excuse me, but i'm done being apologetic, now am just mostly angry. in conclusion, thanks for the memories tee. i just wish you'd stop making the new ones increasingly painful.
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