gifts and curses.

it's hard to find good help now nowadays. like it is to find sidekicks, and people who you can trust. even harder, is finding people who trust YOU.

humanity in people were supposed to be a gift. but somehow, intelligence has changed us, greed has us choked. we are no longer as innocent as we were created to be.

i have become so selfish, so wanting. why am i always thirsty? this hunger for attention, time and the other usual suspects never fails to put me in a ridiculous position where i have to choose between what is really important and what i want. usually i give in to my desires, rather than make the sensible decision. fully aware that the appetite is an insatiable one, WHY THE HELL WOULD I DO THAT?

"to err is human,
to forgive, divine."

so the question is this.

is human nature what we were,
or what we've BECOME?