the way you say no.

helllllllllllllllllllllllluva night. i just embarrassed myself in front of a lot a lot of people. oh shit.

i feel stupid. and i'm STILL high. yes, what the fuck, i know. after two lemon slices and an hour long cold bath.

i'm talking to bunny on the phone, and i can't stop giggling.

GHEY.

nonetheless, as i told boy, i am enjoying this temporary high for as long as i possibly can before drifting off to sleep, before waking up and being face with the reality of either working or starving.

i hate my life.

then again, because i am so fucking full of appeal, attitude, style, and drive, i'm sure i'll get what i want eventually. hahaa what the fuck, no link. told you i'm still high.

i like marshmallows, sheep and razors. i listen to yanni, boys like girls, guns and roses and the darkness. i eat everything yummy. i am very horny.

fuck this, i'm going to bed, BYE.